What's wrong with me? Honestly I don't know. -.- I have a sense of urgency to finish my art piece as quickly as possible , yet I don't have the confidence to do so , what the fuck?

This has been going on for weeks , after common test it only gets worse.. seriously. :\

That aside, I don't get how I can help with other's problem yet not my own. Screw this.. Fuck my life.